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....and fell into this blog. What are the chances?

Glad to see you are still here and fighting for more than just life.

You articulate so many of my thoughts. I've lived the try-hard life - professionally, personally, spiritually, emotionally - and realised that I had it all wrong. That I was chasing something that simply didn't exist. I pissed off pretty much every person I ever met along the way, nobody more so than myself, consumed more drugs and beer than tasteful or funny, tried to be something I wasn't.... and now, just before my 40th I'm finally realising that all I need is to love and be loved.

The further I've run away from DJ'ing, making music, getting w******d, partying, being an ego, believing my own hype and surrounding myself with those people who perpetuate this nonsense, the closer to understanding myself I have become. I now raise 2 young boys, idolise the woman of my life and grow Bonsai. I live in a quiet market town in Hertfordshire, I don't know anybody here and nobody knows me. It's perfect...

I found blogging just a few weeks ago, and am still finding my feet injecting personality into it... this blog is a real inspiration

I dedicate my love and devote my attention to those under my care, and live to ensure they are given the best possible chance to be happy. Nothing more, nothing less.

I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that decades of existential misery was blamed on everyone else, and created more - not just for me, but for those around me too. I've realised that they were all in the same futile race, the one which never ends and gets longer the harder you try to win it...

I've come to realise that there is more to life than just yourself. Some of us are capable of so much more, but just lack the courage and tenacity to make the leap.

I'm glad you found yourself and are fighting hard to spread the love.

Here's some back at you Jezza <3

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