Vulnerable thinking..

Blimey, the mixture of a hangover, my ankle throbbing from an undisclosed injury at some point last last, being away from my wife to be, leaving my beloved job, trying to set up a new business with no capital and counting the days (11 of them) until I go under the knife are certainly playing with my mind today. There's a general feeling of uncertainty in my head, a lack of control over key aspects of my life that I usually maintain without too much bother. This operation is certainly making me over analyse things.

If asked to describe how I feel today in one word, it would be 'vulnerable'. Self belief isn't something I usually struggle with, so I'm sure I'll be on better form once these variables settle down. The reality is that taking all of these things on now should hopefully mean that in 6 months or so, life will be great and I'll be on top of the world once more. I know the ooutcomes I'm looking for, I just need to stick to the plan, stay focussed and create my own reality. 

But today, I'll wallow for a while. I'll maybe watch some Jeremy Kyle to remind me how lucky I am to still have some of my teeth! :)

One Love

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