Sunday Sermon VIII - The pinnacle moment of my life.....x

It's late. I'm not tired. 

My tiny mind is buzzing with the anticipation and excitement of the week ahead. I don't know how many times I'll update this site, I don't know what is going to happen to me emotionally. But, I'm ready. 

I've been readying myself for this moment for what seems like an etentity. Finally, my last Sunday roast in the pub alone with Fi, no-one else to consider, no-one else to feed, just us, has past. This time next week life will be decidedly less free and easy. Right now, in this moment, I feel calm. I need to write this, because one day I'll read back through these memoirs and retrace my steps. Tonights' valium like serenity will be something I laugh at no doubt, my naively chilled approach to what can only be the pinnacle moment of my life may serve to be wonderful preperation, or not as the case may be...

This is my moment, it's all about the here and now. The more I think about this, the more I realise that living in the past or in fear of the future is pointless. So often we damn the past for screwing us up, living in its shadow, letting it dominate today when it should be left where it was. Concurrently, we worry about the future, what may or may not happen. We live with an unhealthy fear of what other people are capable of whilst neglecting our own potential to flourish. The present is here and it's for living , so enjoy it because nothing else matters, nothing else will ever matter. 

Right here, right now. 

One Love

Jez

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