"It’ll take more than a fool to knock the momentum from this old beast...."

Hey peeps

I've not created the time to write for a while so I'm a little disappointed that I've found myself putting cyber ink to interweb paper after such a moody day. I've had a strong day on the whole, but I struggle to overcome people doubting my integrity at the best of times, on this occasion the lack of credibility in the claim is so blatant that my frustration comes not from the lack of faith, or the desperate throw of the die, but at myself for allowing it to get under my skin. 

I'm surprised that given my current charge for emotional utopia, that such a pathetic little weevil could even get close to breaking my spirit. It goes to show how complicated and vulnerable the human psyche can be. Me, feeling strong and buoyant after some of the most wonderful weeks of my life, cruising along and generally loving life, sideswiped by something that has no substance or direction. Odd.

I guess that I’ll be up and at it tomorrow though, such is the way I roll as a rule. I’ve got so much to focus on this week, covering a lot of miles, a lot of working hours and a lot of potentially brilliant fundraising, 3D glasses, timely trains, great training, fun and smiles. It’ll take more than a fool to knock the momentum from this old beast.

You live and learn who to trust I guess. I’ll always get caught out though because I’d rather demonstrate trust, faith and the benefit of the doubt in humanity than live life in a state of fear and paranoia and a total lack of expectancy from everyone around me.

As a firm believer that reality is something I create rather than happen upon, I feel it’s critical to expect the best of people because maintaining my core ethos and ethics will determine the outcome of every obstacle, as I am stronger than anything that is thrown my way.

Or, I can recommend the beautifully distracting smiles of 11 week old twin boys. With these guys on my team, what could possibly stop the good vibrations?

One Love

Jez

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