First Picture...

Well, home again via the football field. Played in goal 'theatrically' and ultimately saved any risk to my legs and was in no state to run around anyway with a head full of cold. We won 5-4 and therefore won the league with 3 games to spare. So, that's one thing closed off this week. I'll be in hospital for next weeks game, but it matters not! It really matters not in the grand scheme of things, this I know, but I'm taking pleasure from this small success in the hope there are bigger ones on the horizon. My first picture in the gallery is of the league table! ha ha... 

It would appear that ITN could be covering the operation. Had a call today from the press office and I'm sending a mug shot so they can see that I've got a face for radio before the operation, nevermind afterwards..! Not sure on the details, but it'll involve a phone interview and the operation being videod for whomever has the stomach to see it I guess. Makes for interesting thoughts for me. I'm actually good with the attention, this will be no surprise to those of you who know me I'm sure, but having made the decision to be so vocal and open about my thoughts I suppose it's fated that something like this was going to happen. For me, selfishly, I hope it helps me handle the situation with more ease. For others who may face this situation I really hope I they can see this journey, relate to it and take peace and confidence from my journey. I just hope I maintain some dignity. 

So many more things to order and sort. Football and TV aren't really where I should be focussing, I know that much. I'm sure this stinking cold isn't helping me get my shit together about my other objectives. I think I'd rather share them if and when I acheive them. Less pressure on me and anyone else that they involve I suppose. I've seemingly taken the decision to refrain from using names of the people who I'm meeting, sharing, enjoying, struggling with etc. Maybe I'll do a big 'Thankyou to my fans' at some point. Maybe not. 

Had a lovely email from my mum today though. I failed to reply because I'm a flakey son, and my iPhone is really struggling with sending emails. 2 visits to the Apple shop and still it's not right. Thanks though mum x

I wonder what time I'll get to sleep tonight. Quite tired, but I've got stuff to think about which is the same stuff I seem to be thinking about all the time. 'What if' is a common thought. 

What if I become a Megastar?

One Love

Jez

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