Decisions, Discussions and Inner Peace....x

Happy Humpday

I've been a little absent this week. It's been emotional, hence not feeling in the right frame of mind to drop the usual knowledge rhymes. Today has been a culmination of all sorts of emotional triggers. Home now, reflecting...

I feel some inner peace right now. I've made a decision, not an easy one, that I believe will remove some stress and unessesary responibility from my life. It's something I've considered for a while and it became very apparent today that the timing is right. Decision made, I already feel more calm, more relieved, more able to regain my 2013 momentum. I guess it's not always easy to recognise when to close certain doors, especially ones that open up worlds of emotion. Clinging on to the past really prevents you from moving into the present. Old objects, relationships and dreams can be like ex-girlfirends. You don't really want them, but you don't want anyone else to have them. Until you move on of course, and then you're happy as Larry for them to be as amazing as they were when you fell in love with them.

A touch of man flu hasn't helped me this week either. I've been sweating like a fat lad in a sweet shop. Still feeling ropey, but Fi took me out for a birthday surprise tonight. Absolutely lush dinner at The Pony & Trap in Chew Magna. Best food and vibe I've experienced for a long time. After the day I've had today (and there were tears), I couldn't have asked for a better (gin &) tonic. That girl is my rock, totally. 

There you have it I suppose. Big decisions need making with good food and a bottle of bubbly. It has to be the right move because I think I'll sleep tonight for the first time this week. I don't sleep when I've got things racing around my mind. I hate leaving stuff looming or not having a reasonable control over things. 

Anyway, I'm closing this entry at the very end of Wednesday. It's been emotional....

One Love

Jez

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