“All the world is made of faith, and trust, and pixie dust.”......x

Hola Amigos

And the beat goes on. Another 1000 mile week. Another logistical rearrangement. More Cancer chat than I care to remember. A limp that John Wayne would be proud of and long-distance phone calls that inevitably create frustration.

Sounds pretty rotten hey? It’s actually alright, good things are happening and people are showing commitment, enthusiasm and even blind faith. This little business is threatening to blossom into something full of love and groove. This family affair could be just the vibe we need to fulfil our crazy dream.

I had a wonderful moment yesterday, 2 beautiful people put a huge amount of faith in me. Bestowed on me an honour that they’ll only ever do once. To choose me has made me feel so proud, so aware of myself and what must have led them to this decision that I’m right in the groove about life.  In unequal measure, it’s apparent that I gain trust and faith on one hand and (on the smaller, Beadle-eqsue) hand, mistrust and a lack of belief. It still really bothers me that people can’t get their head around me, or completely misjudge my motivations. I can count on one hand those who hold me in such disregard and I’ve lost count of those who appear (on the surface at least) to dig my flow. It’s odd then that it’s the tiny minority of non-Jezists that I sometimes find myself concerned over, rather than my wonderful support network and the love and magic they bring into my life.

Mostly not, mostly I just forget the chastisers and enjoy the believers.  Like now I guess, no time for melancholy, only for love, because there’s a lot of love, a lot of faith and a lot of miles to cover.

The train is providing the only safe working haven I have. No distractions, no 3G signal most of the time (thanks Vodafone for being so pants) and hours of writing and prepping and listening to some incredible music that I’d otherwise be missing for months on end. Train travel is becoming something I’m enjoying. Now there’s something I never thought I’d say.

I’m gonna maintain this ‘Be Nice’ lifestyle. I’m gonna fulfil the philosophy. I’m gonna see where this trip takes me and mine….

“All the world is made of faith, and trust, and pixie dust.” 
― J.M. Barrie, Peter Pan

One Love

Jez

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